I Don’t Know When It Happened

August 14, 2020

I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all…

 To back away from tears

 To not let D-Press me anymore

To remember I am a spirit

My body was chosen by God for my spirit to wear

To remember my soul is a bridge between my spirit and my body

and on which side of the bridge I spent most of my time

will determine the substance of my life

To remember that today will show, if I was present yesterday when

yesterday was today

Or if I spent more time in yesterday and less in today walking backwards

into my future

I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all…

 To be totally present today

 To remember my eyes are the windows to my soul

 I chose to no longer to be moved by what I see happening outside of me

 I will allow thoughts that are passing through

  to do exactly that, pass-through

 I will make the decision which thoughts to stop and attach my

  emotions to

 If I am truly the sum of my thoughts, then my thought will be of the

  person I want to be

I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all, not to just exist but to live!

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