• Belinda Lane

I Don’t Know When It Happened

August 14, 2020


I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all…


 To back away from tears


 To not let D-Press me anymore


To remember I am a spirit


My body was chosen by God for my spirit to wear


To remember my soul is a bridge between my spirit and my body

and on which side of the bridge I spent most of my time

will determine the substance of my life


To remember that today will show, if I was present yesterday when

yesterday was today


Or if I spent more time in yesterday and less in today walking backwards

into my future


I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all…


 To be totally present today


 To remember my eyes are the windows to my soul


 I chose to no longer to be moved by what I see happening outside of me


 I will allow thoughts that are passing through

  to do exactly that, pass-through


 I will make the decision which thoughts to stop and attach my

  emotions to


 If I am truly the sum of my thoughts, then my thought will be of the

  person I want to be


I can’t explain what happened or why I know my decision was final, but today I decided once and for all, not to just exist but to live!

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